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09.23.08

I guess my life goes on like this
Unexcited happiness
'Cause past days can't turn around
And nothing else that I have found
Have skewed my eyes so I can see
Another part inside of me
I have to open to my why's
And find out if I'm just a lie
But maybe when I open wide
Symmetry is all I'll find
That is why I'm here today
Define my life and my ways

You can't see yourself
So just be yourself
But I just appear
To be society's mirror
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I wish I were clear

I guess my life proceeds this way
A canvas white with bits of gray
Nothing said that is profound
Not a voice but just a sound
A guilty face with no real shame
Regardless, feels it is to blame
There's nothing left to see or feel
Living my life so concealed
I guess I'd like to break away
Find myself and live with say
Do things for myself at last
And put this person in my past

You can't see yourself
So just be yourself
Then maybe I could notice
What me really is
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Wouldn't that be fabulous?