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04.08.08

so yeah........ Kristyn has decided to write in her blog again. I guess it's going to be different from now on. Read it and feel it... regardless if you understand it. Some things will be written by other people. alot of it will be written by me. some of it will be what i think, some of it will be what i feel. it's not supposed to be comprehendable... merely hinting at something further. take it how you want. enjoy.

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some pretty things.........
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As I wander..... I want to block out the light.
It reminds me too much of heaven.
And heaven would be hell to me.
Eternal bliss and happiness;
I'd lose my humanity.
I'd rather burn and peel in hell
Than live in a world with nothing to overcome.

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I've met God across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and God asks me, "Why?" Why did I cause so much pain? Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness? Can't I see how we're all manifestations of love? I look at God behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but God's got this all wrong. We are not special. We are not crap or trash, either. We just are. We just are, and what happens just happens. And God says, "No, that's not right." Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything.

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